Well, I would love to be a Systems Consultant (basically an efficiency expert for systems within a business) and I do know that EVENTUALLY I will get my degree... I don't make a lot of money now but I love where I work. I love my co-workers, some of the customers can drop off the face of the earth as far as I'm concerned, but I digress... So, today I'm looking into how much consultants make and what exactly they do. I don't want to be fantasizing about some dream job and get unrealistic expectations. Hey! I found a poem I had written in my diary that I'd completely forgot about... in case you can't tell, I wasn't feeling very cheerful that day! LOL
I look upon my tattered wrists
Scars of love that lost
The endless seas of sorrow's waves
That left my spirit tossed
I cried to heaven, twas hell I found
To save me from my tortured nights
To end my pain and loneliness
And cease my endless frights
The tunnel ending light was bathed
With luminescence as crimson as blood
No end to my dark fantasies
Just thorns, ne'er rose's bud
And so I shuddered once again
And cried in sombered sleep
To wait for light from love's sweet embers
Til then I'm doomed to weep